I'm too hard on myself. I know I am. I always have been.
But somewhere along the way there was a shift. And the pendulum swung too far in the other direction.
I can't pinpoint an exact moment (although there probably was). But I think it was probably more of a wearing down. Too many years of hearing things like:
And at some point I started believing it. And then I took it to heart. Complacency had taken hold.
And now it sometimes seems like I have an excuse for everything.
And a few weeks ago, I finally said:
"ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!"
I get to choose. I'm setting the schedule and the pace.
And so, I went back to basics to find my groove. And I'm working on it. I'm getting there.
Thanks for being here.